12. june o1. 12oo am.

Last week of official high school begins tomorrow.

I feel as though I've come out on top mentally with an open, unique and perspective mind.

11. april 17. 1125pm.

I watched a video moments ago which left me absolutely breathless. In a world full of the overly done and likewise minded it is hard to come across something solely unique and intriguing. A man by the name of Theo Jansen has managed to leap off the edge of ordinary into a depth of the extraordinary so deep the bottom is unreachable. With a mixture of motion and art he leaves your imagination full of lovely thoughts and your expression wide-eyed and curious.

This is a beautiful site for your eyes themselves upon.

1o. april 17. 15o pm.

Okay well I haven't written in a long time because I have been busy and lazy...Since March I've gotten a lot of great photos back. As well I did my verve girl photo shoot which was nonetheless AMAZING as well as the photos. I am praying I get the front cover!! I'm on my third day with no fast food or pop! I just need to start working out hard core. I want a hot bod for the summer, let's see if that is at all entirely possible. I will write MOAR later.

o9. march 30. 91o pm.

Today was the first day back to school. I had the lovely joy of sleeping in. I got a ton of compliments on my silver hair, cool. Went to class, can't remember much. The end of that. Who cares.

I'm feeling somewhat extra lovely on this evening. I sent out a submission to Ion Magazine today. It was a review of Cotton Jones, who have helped to add to this lovely atmosphere this evening.

"It is very rare to come across an artist whose sounds lift up your heart like a balloon, play with it in the wind ever so softly and then leaves it to bleed amongst the broken branches of a wilted tree. A little band with big talent out of Maryland can do just that. Cotton Jones is the name of this fairly unknown group whose members include Michael Nau and Whitney Mcgraw from the indie pop band Page France. However in 2008 the band broke up to focus on the new and upcoming group The Cotton Jones Basket Ride. The group later shortened it's name, leaving their listeners with a title that gives you a country feel without the cowboy hat. Cotton Jones new album "Paranoid Cocoon" gives out ten great tracks, perfect for an afternoon of retrospective in the sunshine. Michael Nau's voice is dreamy and untainted with the occasional addition of vocals of Whitney McGraw who adds her own gentle edge. This twist of slightly psychedelic, seemingly effortlessly beautiful music will leave you breathless on the bus ride home and feeling as though the world just got a little lovelier. "

http://www.myspace.com/thecottonjonesbasketride

They are just too lovely. I could fall asleep to them, fleet foxes and Paris 2004 by Peter, Bjorn & John.

I enjoyed a cup of coffee and the company of my 3 angels who are gracing the couch with their eyes shut nearby. It's nice to have a night feeling as though I am actually alone, although definitely not. I guess it's just that I am not being bugged.

Anyhoo, I did a photoshoot today, it went by fast. My make-up looks pretty. I feel really really great about myself today.

Goodnight world. :)

o8. march 29. 214 am.

Well I've definitely been up since 8:30 am. Last night Nina and I went to Harleys in Richmond for Josh's arrival party. It was decent. I stayed the night and in the morning we went to Ihop and then I got dropped off at my hair appointment. My hair looks killll... Then I went for a tan, bought some nails and some make-up. Taylor came over after that when I got home. We went for dinner at Cactus Club and I spent 30 bucks on a meal (jack daniels ribs w/ asparagus and mashed potatoez). Best thing of my life. Then we got some muffins and went to her place to watch Milk. We had a nice 2 (ish) hour conversation and then watched the movie. It was pretty good, although very sad. I got home around 1:45, maybe even later. And yep that's it. Too laze to say moar. PEACE

o7. march 27. 1217 pm.

So..yesterday I just sat around on the computer, downloaded music and played halo. Nothing too interesting. Nick came and picked me up between 6 and 6:30 and drove me to Richmond for some food. We got starbucks and I got some flaming wok food. Soooo good. Then he drove me to Kwantlen and I did a shoot for Ming Itakura's clothing line, a series of jackets. I got one of the photos from last night today. It was fun and Nick got to see firsthand what I do when I model. Afterward he drove us back to his place and we just chatted and caught up and he played me some of his songs. He is very very good! Yep and in about 10 minutes Danielle and Tiffany are coming to my house for make-up etc. and we're doing a crazy creative high fashion shoot. I'm excited to finally meet Tiffany after talking for so long about a shoot. Then I have no clue what I am going to do afterword, probably hang with Jade. Woooo.

o6. march 26. 1139 am.

Last night was fun. Kaylee and Cassy came over for some drinks. I got decently drunk off of some black label beers. Not the yummiest choice but the easiest and fastest way to loosen up. I had a really REALLY weird dream last night about my dogs. I fell asleep with all of them surrounding me so that probably had something to do with it. Okay, here we go:

I was at home and my mom was home still etc. It all had to do with Migeums family in Korea coming to take him back. I guess in my dream Migeum used to live with a group of street dogs called "The Bruces". WTF?! And they all looked identical to him and ran around the streets of Migeum. (he is named after the area he came from in Korea) They came back to take him to their clan, meaning a bunch of dogs came to my door. I spent the remainder of that day in my dream crying dreaming about Migeum and wanting him back. The End.

I'm cool, I know. I had a driving lesson this morning. Then I had some apples and crackers with cheese and meat and fed my dogs. I'm shooting tonight at Kwantlen.